Notes from old notebooks I: From viewing of El velador

We wait. That's all we do.
What is there to be seen?
es difícil de aceptar

digitalización/pixelación

How close can we get
    to the violence?
Will you leave if this gets too
     boring?
What does it mean to be left
                                      behind?

muchas cosas
           inexplicados
           inexplicables
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    limited by a code of silence
        gestures become important.
               to understand what they think
                   life is about.

not an explanation of
oppression
rather and emotional
reflection of complexity
in an imagined space
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a harbinger?