Afternoon with the Little Red Leaves Textile Series

What does a tiny series of books make.  A tiny series of books made of strings and textiles.  What could a tiny series of enclothed feelings make in the world.  How could anyone look at them without seeing their smallness, but also the love and care for each.

One of the authors in the series, Mairéad Byrne, has a bio that says she was "born into her father's library in Dublin, the fifth of eight chapbooks" and these little books feel this way too, born slowly and growing more numerous over time, finding homes on shelves.  Their homes outsourced all around the globe.


Like, for example, A Reading: Birds by Beverly Dahlen. The fact of the two poems in the book.  The first one a poem by Dahlen that spans over the course of several pages and thinks about birds, about doves, about how we think about or see or look at or say birds.  How do the words say the "cranes" or the "tule fog" or "sparrows" or all the other "mythical creatures" gathered.  How did we learn the names of all these birds.  Who did the teaching of what is a "robin" and what is a "sparrow."  Who would "mother them."

The end of Dahlen's poem is jarring, dwelling in "how miserable is this imitation:" "the mourning doves' hoo-hoo-hoo."  And there is something that is felt to be lost, something that has seemed to escape from the book, what was lost in the dove's call becoming those marks on the page.  But then moving on, the realization as Dahlen includes an endnote with "the story of the mourning dove as told by the Yurok people of northwestern California."  And suddenly, going back in time to these first words, this first writing or human singing of the song of the mourning dove, the miserableness of the imitation of the hoo-hoo-hoo is deepened, added to, made more profound and somehow the echoing of this new imitation thickens the previous attempt: "Wee...poo...poo."

And then Lucky by Mairéad Byrne with illustrations by Abigail Lingford.  This one is orange and red and green and black and all kinds of colors irrecognizable to this colorblind eye and, when opened, reveals a more colorblind friendly field of black polka dots (that aren't actually black I think) and yes I do feel lucky, like lucky is what I feel like to have such a beautiful little object in my hand.  And suddenly I am making rugs and observing centipedes and lap-tops together for the first time.  And then the eye is popping out through a series of Figures, scientific illustrations of how an eye comes to protrude and then exude from the eye-socket and it's weird and beautiful.


And in a rush, I think I don't need to fix up my house, I can just set up the floodlights.  I'm told I "can rent them fairly cheap or even invest in a set."  And with those floodlights I'll never have to worry about my ramshackly house again.  Yes!  And I never saw a more thorough meditation on an unexpected "Heap of Snow" in the back of a pick-up truck than the one found here.  Ever.  At the end of the book, Byrne comments on "anything on which smaller things feed" and she reminds me I'm thinking about these little books.

What do these little books feed on.

Holes punched out and made to run a course around the text:


Tiny windows with tiny microscopic slides slid through the carefully sized gaps, creating tiny new poems: collaborations between book-maker and poet:


And I've figured out what these tiny books feed on.  You should too.

Oh, El Paso

Just saw this article on El Paso and their domestic partner controversy.  Some right-wing preacher launched a crusade to unseat the mayor and two council members, because they approved domestic partner health benefits in the city.

My favorite part is this:

Of the 150 city employees who were subsequently notified that they would lose benefits for dependents, 19 were in domestic partnerships, including 2 who are gay. The cost to the city of providing benefits to the partners of those 19 was about $34,000 a year, Mr. Cook said. Among those also losing their benefits, he said, were foster children, retirees and disabled relatives cared for by city employees. 

So, let's be clear: because of two (two!) gay domestic partnerships, an entire movement was launched that eventually won its goal!  The result: they succeeded at denying health benefits to the two gays and also to straight domestic partners, foster kids, old folks and the disabled.

Wow, that's really family values.

(Sorry for the sarcasm, but it's the only emotional response I can muster today.)


¡Lectura de
YAhora Reading!

&Now * ¿Y Ahora? * ¡Ya es hora! * What now? * Now is the time! * And how!
(La versión en español sigue abajo.)

Open Call: all are welcome
¡YAhora: A Reading and Listening Adventure!
Sunday, October 16, 2011 at 1pm
El Grafógrafo, Pasaje Rodríguez
Tijuana, Baja California  

Co-curated/uncurated by Jen Hofer and John Pluecker and co-sponsored by the bookstore and café El Grafógrafo and cog·nate binational arts collective, YAhora will take place one day after the &Now festival ends. &Now will be held on the campus of UC San Diego in La Jolla, approximately 30 miles away from Mexico. YAhora invites you to traverse the border, ignore the border, contemplate the border, read poetry to the border, perform or de-perform the border, and enjoy the mixing of cultures, languages and experiences that the Tijuana-San Diego Metropolitan Zone invites.

YAhora is an opportunity for writers who have come to &Now from all over the U.S. and beyond and fellow writers in Tijuana to connect, to converse, and to learn about each other’s works and worlds. We intend this event as a way for folks who have attended &Now to engage with the literary and cultural community of the larger binational region, and as an opportunity for writers from Tijuana and Baja California Norte who can’t attend &Now to experience some of the amazing writers who will be at the festival.

This invitation is being extended to all participants in the &Now festival as well as to writers in Tijuana and beyond. Anyone/everyone is welcome to read. You are invited to read in the language of your choice—whatever that language may be. We will not provide on-site translation (of written work) or interpretation (of spoken word) at the event. If you would like to translate some of your work (into English or Spanish especially) prior to the event, we encourage you to find independent ways to do that. As always, we also encourage non-translated, cacophonous and joyful multilingualism wherever and whenever possible.

The reading will be held in the Pasaje Rodríguez in Downtown Tijuana. The Pasaje is one of many alleyways in Tijuana's central area that were previously dedicated to the sale of tourist souvenirs and Mexican curios to visitors.  However, over the last ten years, beginning after 9/11 and continuing with the violence associated with the so-called "War on Drugs," the number of tourists in Tijuana has declined dramatically. Pasaje Rodríguez is one of a number of local spaces that have been reclaimed by artists, writers and culture-makers for public art, gallery spaces, cafés, bookstores, thrift shops and more.

If you would like to participate, please email John Pluecker at plujo7@gmail.com.  The length of the readings/performances (probably 1-10 minutes) will depend on how many people sign up. RSVP for reader-participants is required by October 7, 2011.

HOW TO GET FROM LA JOLLA TO THE BORDER:
Unfortunately, Sunday bus service from La Jolla to downtown San Diego is not good.  The one bus (#30) that makes the trip takes a long route that takes over an hour.  However, once you get to central San Diego, the trolley will take you from downtown San Diego to the border in about an hour.  

If you are driving, you will drive south on the 5 to San Ysidro.  Take Exit 1A toward Camino de la Plaza.  Park at one of the many parking lots located in the area. Most cost $15/day and it is an easy trek across by foot and into downtown.  If you are not familiar with driving in Tijuana, we would recommend you do not drive across the border.  It is much easier to get to downtown Tijuana on foot or by cab then in a car.

Walk across the border.  After you cross, you have two options.  You can walk to your right, across the Tijuana River and into downtown (about 20 minute walk).  Or you can take one of the many taxis available in the area.  Take one of the taxis downtown to the Pasaje Rodriguez.  The Pasaje is located on Avenida Revolución between 3rd and 4th Streets.  It is an alleyway located immediately beside the Caliente Casino on Revolución.

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¡Lectura de
YAhora Reading!
&Now * ¿Y Ahora? * ¡Ya es hora! * ¿Ahora qué? * ¡Ya es el momento! * ¡Como ya!

Convocatoria abierta: tod@s bienvenid@s
¡YAhora: Una aventura del leer y escuchar!
El domingo, 16 de october de 2011 a la 1pm
El Grafógrafo, Pasaje Rodríguez
Tijuana, Baja California  

Co-curado/no-curado por Jen Hofer y John Pluecker y co-patrocinado por la libreria y café El Grafógrafo y el colectivo de arte binacional cog·nate, YAhora se llevará a cabo un día después de que termine el festival de &Now.  La sede de &Now será en el campus de la Universidad de California San Diego en La Jolla, a casi 50 kilometros de México.  YAhora te invita a cruzar la frontera, no hacerle caso a la frontera, contemplar la frontera, leer poesía a la frontera, hacer un performance o un des-performance de la frontera y disfrutar de la mezcla de culturas, idiomas y experiencias que se propicia en la zona metropolitana de Tijuana-San Diego.

YAhora es una oportunidad para que l@s escritores que hayan venido de todas partes del EEUU y más allá establezcan contactos con escritores de Tijuana para que platiquen y aprendan de las obras y los mundos de los demás.  Queremos que este evento sea una manera por la que l@s participantes de &Now puedan entablar una conversación con la comunidad literaria y cultural de la región binacional y una oportunidad para que l@s escritores de Tijuana y Baja California que no puedan asistir a &Now conozcan a l@s escritores maravillos@s que estarán en el festival.

Esta invitación se extiende a tod@s l@s participantes del festival &Now y de la misma manera a escritores de Tijuana y más allá.  Se da la bienvenida a cualquier persona y a tod@s a que lean.  Te invitamos a leer en el idioma de tu elección-cualquiera que sea ese idioma.  No vamos a proporcionar traducción (de obra escrita) en situ ni interpretación (de la palabra hablada) en el evento.  Si quisieras traducir tu texto (especialmente al inglés o al español) antes del evento, te alentamos a encontrar maneras independientes de hacerlo. También, como siempre, apoyamos el multilingüismo no-traducido, cacofónico y gozoso donde quiera y cuando sea.

La lectura se llevará a cabo en el Pasaje Rodríguez en el centro de Tijuana. El Pasaje es un callejón entre muchos en la zona central de Tijuana que antes se usaba para vender souvenirs turísticos y curiosidades mexicanas a los visitantes. Sin embargo, durante los últimos 10 años, empezando después del 11 de septiembre y siguiendo con la violencia asociada con la llamada “Guerra contra las Drogas”, el número de turistas en Tijuana ha disminuído dramáticamente. El Pasaje Rodríguez es uno de varios espacios locales que han sido reclamados por artistas, escritores y creadores de cultura para el arte público, espacios de galería, cafés, librerías, tiendas de segunda y más.

Si quisieras participar, por favor comunícate por email con John Pluecker a plujo7@gmail.com. El tiempo de cada lectura/performance (probablemente entre 1 y 10 minutos) dependerá de cuánta gente se inscribe para participar. Se requiere el RSVP de lectores-participantes antes del 7 de octubre de 2011.

CÓMO LLEGAR DE LA JOLLA A LA FRONTERA:
Desgraciadamente, hay escaso servicio de camión desde La Jolla hacia el centro de San Diego los domingos. El único camión (#30) que hace ese camino toma una ruta larga que dura más de una hora. Sin embargo, una vez que llegues al centro de San Diego, el trolley te llevará del centro a la frontera en más o menos una hora.

Si vienes manejando, irás hacia el sur en la carretera 5 a San Ysidro. Toma la salida 1A hacia Camino de la Plaza. Estaciónate en uno de los muchos estacionamientos ubicados en la zona. La mayoría cobran $15/día y es una caminata fácil para cruzar la frontera y llegar al centro de Tijuana. Si no estás acostumbrad@ a manejar en Tijuana, recomendamos que no cruces la frontera manejando. Es mucho más fácil llegar al centro de Tijuana cruzando a pie o en taxi que en un coche.

Cruza la frontera caminando. Después de cruzar, tienes dos opciones. Puedes caminar hacia la derecha, cruzando el Río de Tijuana hacia el centro (una caminata de aproximadamente 20 minutos). O puedes tomar un taxi de los muchos que se encuentran en la zona. Toma el taxi al centro, al Pasaje Rodríguez. El Pasaje se ubica en Avenida Revolución entre la 3a y la 4a calle. Es un callejón ubicado inmediatamente al lado del Casino Caliente sobre Avenida Revolución. 

A really great anonymous review of Jonathan Safran Foer's book Tree of Codes at HTMLGiant made by excising words from Michael Faber’s review of Tree of Codes in The Guardian.

 Did everyone already see how in an article in the Guardian, Jonathan Safran Foer disparages "conceptual work" and "exercises" and "concrete poetry?" Seems incredible he could do this and still, at the same time, he publishes a cut-up version of The Street of Crocodiles. Sorry, but how is this sleight of hand possible? He says:

I had thought of trying the technique with the dictionary, the encyclopedia, the phone book, various works of fiction and non-fiction, and with my own novels. But any of those options would have merely spoken to the process. The resulting book would have been a conceptual work at best, and at worst an exercise. I was in search of a text whose erasure would somehow be a continuation of its creation.

His qualification of "conceptual work" and "exercises" as somehow low or negative is really unfortunate at best and disingenuous at worst (to steal his phrasing). I find both conceptual writing processes and exercises to be productive and generative. And I think the "process" is deeply important, at least on an equal level with "product." Despite his assertion to the contrary, most of the texts I've seen that use erasure (e.g. Nets, Humument, Anti-Humbolt, Darkness) are clearly a continuation of the original's creation.  He goes on:

My first several drafts read more like concrete poetry, and I hated them.

Wow, so evidently Safran Foer hated these drafts because they simply resembled "concrete poetry."

In conclusion, Safran Foer publishes a conceptual work that involves erasure as an exercise to structure a process that produces a book object with text that resembles visual poetry. And then just as quickly writes an essay excoriating all of the techniques, strategies and concepts from which he drew. 

Argh.

The review at HTMLGiant puts it best:

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g-point almanac: passyunk lost by Kevin Varrone


I've never felt a sadder spring, then a spring in Philadelphia.  Or at least that's the way I feel today on this unexpectedly slowly falling day here in Houston.

Let's meditate on snow falling, try to remember the bits of light sloughing out of the empty expanse of sky and grayness.  The gray of the snowstorm.  But wait.

snow is not sky falling, pollo
poco, it's sky
sloughing bits
of wissahickon mica
schist 'til
heft is on us,
high brought
low, fly weight, exfoliation.

And suddenly I can remember the snow, the weigh it sloughs, its heavy weightlessness, its heft.  These are careful words, weighty Middle-English words (not that I looked them up to check, they just feel that way, have that feel of long f sounds).  I also have not googled "wissahickon mica" but just from spending time with this book (g-point almanac: passyunk lost  by Kevin Varrone) I have a feeling that this is a particular kind of geological sediment.  And I am guessing this geological sediment is around Philadelphia.  And I have not googled "passyunk" either, but I'm guessing it is a street in the city of brotherly love.  Brotherly.

This book feels like a series of wintry experiments,  a continuation of a quest to keep on writing through the dismal grays of the long, barren snowfalling.  Many of the pieces are titled what look like dates, beginning with "1.7" and getting progressively more February, then more March.  The first poems in January are in a section called "a fortnight for st. distaff."  It is made of slippery square boxes of text, justified mostly and yet sometimes a line pushes out the side and sometimes a line doesn't reach the justified line.  As if the lines themselves were resisting the Word justification strategies, pushing or pulling their way out of the text block:


 One with more well-behaved lines:


I was reading here with the light filtering through the blinds and through the one missing blind and thinking about the sentences in the photo, how light falls, quickly, headlong.  Light's tail.

What does light do?  What does light make?  What are words about light or the world able to do, to make?

I realized that if I were a strophe
or an imp or an ooze--a great stroke
                                                     on canvas--
I could not make a building
make a building great
make anything.

Repeat.  Make.  Repeat.  Make.  What is the difference between poetry and architecture?  Painting and architecture?  What is a building?  Do we make anything lasting in the process of our art?  Does a building last longer?

History pervades and invades:

passyunk avenue was a footpath

several (from the anglo-french several,
"existing apart").

I've been thinking and writing around rivers, through rivers, through others words about rivers for some time now.  Often it feels rather hopeless or at least strange and repetitive (like crossing rivers).  Boring or lost.  And then sometimes when I feel most at a loss about why I've been obsessed with these rivers and I can't take it anymore, I pick up a book, like I picked up this one (recommended and lent by a friend).  And inevitably, I stumble on a line like this one that makes me realize it's okay to be lost among the rivers:

perhaps the city has risen
not from ashes
but from the foam of its rivers,

Yes, we can write whole books about so little. Yes, a day can be full with so little.  Or so little full of itself.  When I finished this book, one line kept re-occuring in my mind.  Spring has never seemed so sad as a spring in Philadelphia.  And in the background of this sentence, Jack London's old dictum that "The coldest winter I ever knew was a summer in San Francisco."  I haven't googled anything yet, so if I fractured the quotes, forgive me.  I wanted to rely on memory though, because this book lingers in memory, its deceitfulness, its perpetual habit of getting lost.  It lingers on winter days after the equinox, the days ever-so-slowly lengthening.

The end (and the whole) is winsome and full of ennui (a word that comes up numerous times).  There are tiny poem-letters to "e," a lost lover or loved one of some kind.  The end:

dear e, the traces
                       don't stay

as they pass (save as
a million flecks of mica
in the sky).

day keeps putting on

its cloak and darkness

keeps putting things away




Endnote: Wikipedia confirmed my feeling: "Passyunk Township is a defunct township that was located in Philadelphia County, Pennsylvania. The township ceased to exist and was incorporated into the City of Philadelphia following the passage of the Act of Consolidation, 1854. Passyunk, spelled in old deeds and records Perslajingh, Passayunk, Passyonck, Passajon, Passajungh, Passaming and Paisajungh, the name of a Native American village. It formed a tract of land computed at 1,000 acres (4 km²), originally granted by Queen Christina, August 20, 1653, to Lt. Swen Schute in consideration of important services rendered to the Swedish colony of New Sweden by the said gallant lieutenant."

Is modernity, then, a lost cause or an inconclusive project?  With respect to art, [Habermas] maintains that we must take up and deepen the modern project of autonomous experimentation so that its renovating power does not dry up.  At the same time, he suggests that we find other ways of inserting specialized culture into everyday praxis so that the latter does not become impoverished through the repetition of traditions.

- Néstor García Canclini

The Exercise Writing Laboratory presents

¡Copy Paste!

What: A ten-week temporary workspace for the exploration of generative practices in contemporary experimental writing. The goal of the space is two-fold: 1. To read, discuss and debate contemporary approaches to experimental writing. 2. To produce new work in innovative ways that engage with contemporary strategies of appropriation, erasure, recycling, remixing, framing, stealing, copying, pasting, recovery, documentation, translation, transversions, constraint-based writing, collaboration, ekphrastics, book objects, investigation and more.

The workspace is meant to allow us space to play. The techniques and strategies presented provide ways to break out of old ideas, habits, boredom or what has been called "the burden of self-expression." The focus is on contemporary production, primarily work from the last two years, in order to allow us to engage with a community of our peers, people like you and me doing this work now.

The sessions will be divided into two parts: 1) Presentation: Focus on the particular strategy and authors for that week with a mixture of lecture, discussion, oral readings, videos and recordings of contemporary work. Each week, I'll produce a PDF of readings for participants; I'll ask you to read as much as you can prior to coming to the workshop, but then we will spend some time reading and listening in class as well. 2) Exercise: the second part will be a hands-on experiment with the particular strategy we're looking at on that day. We'll have time to share what we write and discuss our experience of the particular strategy. Many of these writing exercises will be explicitly collaborative.

Possibilities for the closing of the workshop include a public reading and group DIY publication of a chapbook of our work. As a group, we'll make decisions about what we want to do.

For whom: A small group (max of ten people). The workspace is open to anyone interested in working with text and the language arts, regardless of predefined boundaries of genre (i.e. poetry, fiction or non-fiction) or discipline (i.e. visual arts, performance, design, dance, etc.). Important: participants need to commit to attending all sessions.

The workshop will be conducted in English, but participants are welcome to write in English, Spanish or any language (or mix of languages) desired. The workshop facilitator is bilingual and it is expected there will be participants writing and reading in 
English and Spanish.

When: Tuesday evenings from 6pm-9pm beginning September 20 and continuing through November 22.

Where: Project Row Houses @ 2521 Holman (between St. Charles and Live Oak Streets) in Houston, Texas.

How much: The workspace is independently-produced and unfunded by any institutions. There will be $10 fee per session with a 20% discount for advance payment of the entire sum prior to the first day of the workspace (i.e. $80 for all ten weeks). Payment plans are possible. Just ask. The payment is meant to foster a sense of commitment and group membership.

Who: The workspace will be organized and facilitated by John Pluecker. Here is a bio: John Pluecker is a writer, interpreter and translator. He recently completed an M.F.A. at U.C. San Diego in experimental writing with a focus on radical aesthetics and cross-border literary production. His work has appeared in journals and magazines in the U.S. and Mexico, including the Rio Grande Review, Picnic, Third Text, Animal Shelter, HMTLGiant and Literal. He has published more than five books in translation from the Spanish, including essays by a leading Mexican feminist, short stories from Ciudad Juárez and a police detective novel. There are two chapbooks of his work, Routes into Texas (DIY, 2010) and Undone (Dusie Kollektiv, 2011). More info on his work is at http://johnpluecker.blogspot.com.

For more info, email plujo7 [at] gmail [dot] com.

What is the EWL? Historically, "exercise" is derived from the Latin word exercitium, from exercere which is comprised of two parts: ex- "off" + arcere "keep away, prevent, enclose, shut up, restrain." The word was primarily used to refer to driving forth animals out of an enclosure or pen. The mission of the Writing Lab is to drive our writing and our words out of prescribed, delimited practices based on language control and subordination.

Here's the short and sweet flyer version:

Early on, living in Houston developed an interesting syndrome in [Dominique de Menil], which I might compare to that which an explorer can experience far from home. It would be appropriate to call it, for the sake of argument, the Lamberéne syndrome, after the site of Albert Schweizer's hospital in Gabon. Isolated and away from the metropolitan centers of culture, Dominique developed an unexpected sense of insecurity, which sometimes made her overvalue the opinions and advice of guests passing through town. This sense of insecurity made her feel that she was missing something--removed, as she sometimes felt, from where the action was.

- Bertrand Davezac in Art & Activism: The Projects of John and Dominique de Menil

But let us come to the point: you must not go to London, Paris or New York to be cosmopolitan. Just open your ears and your eyes and you have it, right in Houston

- John de Menil

A letter from one WWII soldier to another.
Click to enlarge.

La ciudad

No soy una persona apolítica.
Tengo mi opinión sobre cómo se deberían
hacer las cosas en este país para obtener buenos resultados.
Considero que la paz es nuestro pensamiento más valioso.
Pero yo no quiero destrozar
con la tijera de los grandes sueños
el tejido de los sueños pequeños.
Es la hora del día
en que el remolcador Rex zarpa rumbo al archipiélago
para traernos la salida del sol.
Es la época del año
en que el gigante de las montañas de Skinnarvik
lleva el pelo cubierto de lilas.
Pronto abrirá sus fauces y escupirá
sobre la ciudad una bandada de gaviotas reidoras.
Me parece hermoso, sencillamente.
Me parece humano, a veces.

Werner Aspenstrom (Del libro "Uno debe saber dónde vive".
Trad. del sueco: Francisco Javier Uriz)

(I'm trying to find out if an English version has been made. I'll let you know.)

Lo que no he expresado termina siendo lo que dije, puesto que no puedo decir la realidad, el poema es lo que escapa al lenguaje.

- Ferreira Gullar

TACOCAT!


TACOCAT Uno has just published some texts from a larger set of work of mine called "A Manual for Living a Line." Here's some info on the super-cool project:

TACOCAT, a cartonera, was produced in a quick n' dirty fashion from salvaged materials by Greater Than Or Equal To Press out of San Diego, CA on the occasion of the Durruti Free Skools in Berkeley and San Diego. TACOCAT seeks to align itself with proles, salsa and pop rocks, wave patterns and you know, gatos.

What we're interested in, mas y mas: experimental poems, translations, dérives, short critical essays on radical politics and poetics, essays on the politics and poetics of the Inland Empire, San Diego, Los Angeles and/or Mexico (historical materialism, direct action, tactics, space and the border, architecture, technology and aesthetics) visual poems and calligrammes, black and white artwork or collages, manifestos or anti-manifestos, communiqués and comix. Deranged kittens. Contemplations. Spry anti-lyric lyric. "Grimy froth."

So Close to the Knives (So Close) or How to Amuse Yourself in Texas

Just fell in love with David Wojnarowicz and his book Close to the Knives: A Memoir of Disintegration. A friend had asked Eileen Myles at a reading a while back for books that use queer gossip as a strategy and Eileen said, of course, Close to the Knives. So I read it. And fell in love. (And I'm kinda psyched because I think David and I look a little similar.) Two quotes:


D: I've been told all my life that I'm "too sensitive," as if you could just turn the tap off and feel a little less sensitive for the rest of your life and everything will be okay.

Sylvia: "Too sensitive"⎯oh, definitely. Too smart, too sensitive, intuitive. It is "much sensitive," not "too sensitive," as if it were derogatory. Excuse me, that is what I am. I'll spend my whole trying to maintain this rather than trying to turn it off. That's why it is hard. I want to be as smart and as sensitive as I am and see things the way I do. I want to be strong enough to stay that way. I don't want to dull that.



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J: A person like Dakota couldn't live for too long in a place like texas. He couldn't be satisfied. Did you hear how he'd amuse himself down there? One thing I'd heard he was doing as breaking into people's houses and putting on these cowboys' cowboy hats and like putting on their gun belt and walking around the house naked and fantasizing about being involved in these people's lives, I guess, and jerking off into their beds. I mean, if those people found him they probably would have shot him, y'know, like he was going to great lengths to amuse himself in texas.

[out of nothing] | 5 | "out of a system declaring nothing out of relevance"


So there is a new issue of [out of nothing] out there in cyberspace. It is issue #5 named "out of a system declaring nothing out of relevance." No links yet, let me explain a bit.

First, [out of nothing] does have a main site that makes logical sense. A list of issues, submission guidelines, the usual. But if you click on any of the issues, things get increasingly complicated from there. Especially in this most recent issue. Let's talk about this most recent issue. Here is a screen shot of the "cover page" of the issue:


It looks like an awkward, messy bastard child of a Google no-match, failed search page. Each time you open the page, it encourages you to search again, this time trying "a more relevant keyword." And each time it suggests a seemingly random word for searching like "hurricane" or "atmosphere" or "dolls." If you click on one of these words, it searches the issue to find instances of the use of this word. You can also put in your own search terms. If you put in the search term "aestas" (which is a kind of subtitle of the issue?), then I think you get a table of contents of the whole issue (mainly because the word "aestas" appears on every page.) I was very pleased when I discovered the useful result of searching for this word. I felt like I had broken the code. :)

And then each of the pages for individual pieces of writing by individual authors is its own strange mix of webpage design. Some of them seem pretty straightforward, like Micah Freeman's page. Often, the writing ends up lurking behind other icons or images or words that you may or may not click on. Like Veronica Gonzalez's page where you have to click on the cut-off page numbers in order to read a clean copy of each page of her text. Or Marcus Civin and Saehee Cho's page, formatted to appear as a Gmail message. Also there are re-purposed Wikipedia pages and Web 1.0 blinking images and intervened Skype videos. You can even copy embed code to embed Amarnath Ravva's (silent) Vimeo video on your own site, like I have:

Vi-ka-ta-ka-vi from [out of nothing] on Vimeo.

All I can say is you better click on everything you can click on or you might just end up missing a lot of material.

[out of nothing] is arming an attack of the difficult webpages.

It's an invitation to interact, to scurry down the rabbit hole. To not take website design for granted or expect websites spoon-fed to you. Most litmags I surf for a few minutes and then move on. But this awkward, difficult design made me push through, it gave me something to think about and struggle through and, as always, there are rewards if you persevere. Find the hidden treasure lost in the Interweb. Surf that shit.


* Update: another great engagement piece with the site is here at Rhizome.org. The unknown author of the text says: "by appropriating and, in some cases, defacing, these "looks and feels" and by making the contents of the journal primarily accessible via a search function, the editors invite their audience to consider what it really means, experientially, to write, read and exist, both physically and virtually, online."